Failure Stopped Being An Option In The Nursery.

Its seriously looking like everyone has given up on passing this exam and its weighing my spirit down*insert sad face here*....if i hear one more person casually talk about retaking this bloody exam in February, I WILL indeed take it to a "hold my earrings moment." I have said it before and I will reiterate, I WILL only do this exam once. And I will pass. By God's grace.

Today I feel like;

 ¹ I cry out to God; yes, I shout.
      Oh, that God would listen to me!
    ² When I was in deep trouble,
      I searched for the Lord.
   All night long I prayed, with hands lifted toward heaven,
      but my soul was not comforted.
    ³ I think of God, and I moan,
      overwhelmed with longing for his help.Interlude

    ⁴ You don’t let me sleep.
      I am too distressed even to pray!
    ⁵ I think of the good old days,
      long since ended,
    ⁶ when my nights were filled with joyful songs.
      I search my soul and ponder the difference now.
    ⁷ Has the Lord rejected me forever?
      Will he never again be kind to me?
    ⁸ Is his unfailing love gone forever?
      Have his promises permanently failed?
    ⁹ Has God forgotten to be gracious?
      Has he slammed the door on his compassion?Interlude

   ¹⁰ And I said, “This is my fate;
      the Most High has turned his hand against me.”
   ¹¹ But then I recall all you have done, O Lord;
      I remember your wonderful deeds of long ago.
   ¹² They are constantly in my thoughts.
      I cannot stop thinking about your mighty works.

   ¹³ O God, your ways are holy.
      Is there any god as mighty as you?
   ¹⁴ You are the God of great wonders!
      You demonstrate your awesome power among the nations.
   ¹⁵ By your strong arm, you redeemed your people,
      the descendants of Jacob and Joseph.Interlude

   ¹⁶ When the Red Sea^[a] saw you, O God,
      its waters looked and trembled!
      The sea quaked to its very depths.
   ¹⁷ The clouds poured down rain;
      the thunder rumbled in the sky.
      Your arrows of lightning flashed.
   ¹⁸ Your thunder roared from the whirlwind;
      the lightning lit up the world!
      The earth trembled and shook.
   ¹⁹ Your road led through the sea,
      your pathway through the mighty waters—
      a pathway no one knew was there!
   ²⁰ You led your people along that road like a flock of sheep,
      with Moses and Aaron as their shepherds.

I know God, of whom shall I be afraid. A mere exam?

"Not I" said the cat.